Don't feel it. Now that all the messy mess of personal life/ work life/ moving 300 miles back home/ starting a new job is over, turns out we have 5 weeks to go and I'm getting scared.
Almost there with practical preparations and stuff, but mentally, spiritually... I'm not totally sure where I am, and I'm starting to be pretty worried that when I get out there it's all going to be too much.
So I guess, prayers are really welcome. As are good thoughts and any kind of encouragement. I want to go. I'm excited about it. But I know I'm not the strongest person around, I haven't been that well recently and I've not been great at dealing with stress...
Oh hai self-doubt. Great to see you.
Almost there with practical preparations and stuff, but mentally, spiritually... I'm not totally sure where I am, and I'm starting to be pretty worried that when I get out there it's all going to be too much.
So I guess, prayers are really welcome. As are good thoughts and any kind of encouragement. I want to go. I'm excited about it. But I know I'm not the strongest person around, I haven't been that well recently and I've not been great at dealing with stress...
Oh hai self-doubt. Great to see you.